weird post i don't really have anything to write about recently, which explains the demise of my virtual rantings,

but having nothing to write probably is the clearest reflection of my life right now - that i have nothing going on at present, kinda aimlessly wondering both in the mind and literally,

and no, this isn't a "god, why this is happening to me" kind of ranting or "i have no life" kind of whining,

lest i give the impression that i'm unhappy, well the truth is, i'm not, but on the other hand, i'm not ecstatic either,

the past six months was probably one of the most trying periods of my life, and it's coming to an end soon, pretty soon actually,

which explains my sudden wave of nostalgia now, that stems from the fact that other than work stuff, i don't really have anything to show for 2005,

it's like what a friend told me recently, that she can't seem to sleep at night cos she feels that she hasn't done enough thingst on that particular day,

i need the sense of fullfilment for the first half of the year,

there's really no point in my writing this time round, which is probably apt since it seems that i don't have any at the moment  ¶ 11:46 pm