the day i became numb a dad, a mum, a sister and a brother passed away today, i realised with horror on the way back home, that i didn't really cared for them - didn't really matter to me that lives were lost prematurely,

for me,

it was just another day at work - i mean it is really just another day at work, but i think i'm beginning to stray towards the end of the path that says "less human" - away from the end where the sign says "more human"

it's scaring me,

cos, i don't want to be desensitized

i know it's really emotionally tiring to be sensitive to everyone i meet,

but really, i rather be tired than more of a lesser person  ¶ 12:00 am