the nothings
it's never easy to lose someone whom you have loved as long as you can remember, you can't even pinpoint when the love started - it just did
that's the trouble with love
it is irrational,
and the more you try to rationalise, or the more you try to explain why certain things happened or didn't, the more confused and crazy u'll feel, cos ull be trying to fit square pegs into round holes,
the thing is, u just gotta be strong, find this strength from within, or u get it from ur friends, the true loved ones, those that love u unconditionally, the ones that are continuously by ur side, supporting ur moves, however silly they may be, (this excludes the ending of life thing),
and, (get ready for some cheese),
time passes, this shit thing will be over, and till it's over, we are here for you