happy birthday to j lo,
although her movies are crap
and her songs are worth nothing without the ass shaking,
she's the one and only
the last lap
it's getting closer and closer
crazily seeking vengence,
for i believe it's my redemption
since i can find no love,
i learnt to hate
in the void that affection left in my heart
i filled it with anger
my emotions repulse me
yet i can't stop them,
for i believe they redeem my soul
which had been thrown out all cold
computer's up againwatching earthsea two days ago made me think about fate and faith,
not that the two parter was all great and medievally entertaining, although it does have its moments, which almost always involve kristin kruek,
but i digress,
probably, it's not too inaccurate to come to the conclusion that fate is mixed up with faith, having faith in fate, probably makes fate happens, or with fate comes faith,
either way, it's the damn chicken and egg story
i believe in fate,
but after watching Ed yesteday, i'm compelled to believe that we are responsible, for the things we do in the events of fate's doing,
that we must take charge of the happenings that occur somehow beyond our means of control,
and not just follow the easy path of blaming nature's course for things that happen
"men at some time are masters of their fates:
The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars,
But in ourselves,,,"shakespeare, jc,
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the ghost is finally buried,
no more spirits to haunt me at night,
no more, no more
in the past the ghost will stay